Wondering if I lived each day like it was the last, would I do things differently? Would the ones I love know how I felt about them? Hmmm…

For you I’d get up early or stay up late to have that special alone time with you. Hold your hand like I never want to let go. Kiss your lips more softly and tenderly experiencing every moment. Thinking of you every second you are away and longing for your return. I’d tell you the things that make you so dear to me: you are the most kind, caring, amazing man I have ever met with the biggest heart, the sweetest face and the laugh I absolutely love. You are the love I can’t and don’t want to live without. I would hope that you know I have nothing but respect, admiration and love for you. I hope you know I would like nothing more than to see your smile each morning and look into your eyes each night for all my life. That my love holds true whether I am by your side or if I am a thousand or more miles away, it stays the same.

I’d do all the things I do everyday for my family but I would cherish the smiles and be satisfied by the fact they are cared for. I’d have more patience and give more hugs and kisses. I would take in every teachable moment for my child. I want my son to remember I loved him, protected him, cherished him, absolutely adored him and never did anything without thinking it was the best for him. He is my special gift from God, and that much is expected of him.

This world is such an amazing place. I hope we can experience it together as a family and as a couple.  That we can make treasured memories of happy times, love abounding and times of unspeakable joy to last a lifetime if need be.

I will forever… forgive & forget, love without holding back, cherish time, seek friendships, be a true friend, and always faithful and true. Living life like I am not promised tomorrow but reaching for an amazing future that hopefully includes you.