i am feeling like i should say some more about myself....like i said before, i have nothing to hide, you can ask me anything. i am open, honest and trustworthy person.

 i have a side to me though that used to hinder my being. My family, my teachers, counselors, seemed like everyone didnt like my openness, my brutal honesty, and my fierce friendship and loyalty...i cant imagine why, i think i have more substance than the next bitch.

 now i said 'used to hinder' because since before my divorce, i started not caring anymore what i cannot change about myself. it was a long useless battle to try and keep everyone else happy..i mean, they were hittin me up about how i dress, act and basically live. who the fuck is anyone to judge me???

    all that should really matter to anyone who meets me is that i am not a liar, a thief, a user, i dont cheat, my word is one that can be believed and trusted. and the only way you can know for sure is to give my friendship a run for its money.

 i dont talk shit, i dont say things i dont mean, i am very straight up and direct. i dont feel i have time for anything else.

 i spent a great deal of time wasting away my life trying to constantly prove myself to everyone including my X...im not gonna do it anymore, i dont feel i have to. i know what im about, and anyone wants to question it, go right ahead. i may come off sarcastic or cynical but at least you will get the honest truth.

 aside from that, i am very laid back, i have a great sense of humor , i like and love everything around me. i love animals, people, and the natural beauty of our planet. and i am so willing to accept people for who they are as long as it doesnt infringe on my safety or well being or that of the ones i care about....god help ya if it does, LOL!!!

  i am looking for new friends who are like me or that can hang with me and put up with me. i am not difficult to deal with as long as i dont feel im being dealt myself.

 ima pothead but i dont and have never been bi polar, not on any meds to keep me sane or what people consider normal, i am not an alcoholic, never been diagnosed with anything but yet people call me crazy anyhow. go figure.

 maybe its just because i am so real people cant handle it.

  i have also been told that i tell too much about myself in writing.....so? how would anyone get to know me if i didnt? i dont have my exes friends and i actually really have one friend left over from my unmarried life, she is my best friend. we stayed friends since kindergarden...my friends from married life were all his, not mine and they turned on me the very day my divorce was final, im talkin people i knew for like 15 years i had to write off because they arent to be trusted....

 i am very nice, patient, loving and i love my 2 girls who are nice too because thats how i taught them to be. thats it for now, i think i have let you all in pretty good. i am really kick ass and it would be a waste to not to get to know me even better. lllayta bros.